YES! I am a KILLER

Ever killed anybody? 
-YES we have!
All the ants, cockroaches, isn’t it?

A Real blood shed?
-the mosquitoes,

OKAY,
Murder with a Knife?
-Definitely, that mouse and that lizard.(HOLY GOD! These are the FUTURE SURGEONS!)

 A human body? A breathing soul brought to halt? Yes, a human being? HAVE YOU?
-*SILENCE*

Well I have, though I am not a Doctor! I killed a living soul and I am guilty.I know I will be punished, I leave my Punishment to the Readers, To HIS family members, and especially to HIS Friends, I beg their pardon.

A text message beeped, Filling the room with white light through small glass screen. I woke up to see, it was Arnav’s message, Heart Break Kid ‘HBK’ his little nickname that he loved!

HBK
12:07 AM
THE MOST IMPORTANT MESSAGES ARE NOT THOSE IN YOUR INBOX, BUT ARE SAVED IN YOUR DRAFTS!
GN.

A smile spread across my face, he was true. We never talked to each other much, He was a friend of my friend, I texted back,

1SHA
12:09 AM
GN 🙂

It used to be so nice, to see text messages back when we were still school kids, I closed my phone and went to sleep.

NEXT DAY
HBK
This is my GMail-Id and password, Please have a look, its Important!

I opened up the mail for the first time in Life, saw the mails, INBOX and found nothing, Logged out and texted back
Nothing is here!

Several days passed, I didn’t hear from him.

ONE DAY
I  was scrolling Down the text messages and started deleting the Old one’s, ALL of a sudden I was Struck DEAD!
I Rushed to open the Mailbox,

 

“Drafts(2)”

 

Stone faced and Shocked as I was, I knew not what to do? Tears flooded in Heart as I closed the mailbox. It had been 20 days since he gave me his password. I was shattered completely, I suffered setback and Could not speak up for days.

Dear ONESHA,
I don’t know any other person close to me at this hour, I just don’t know, I am right or wrong but I cannot handle this Mental Pressure and Frustration anymore, Please forgive me, I am Going.
HBK

He Left for his journey, breaking our hearts a week before IIT-JEE 2012.

There is a story in Indian Scriptures. There is a blind man, who is walking towards a well, You are watching him, If the person Falls into the well, then who is guilty? Is it the MAN or is it YOU? 

It is You!

I am Sorry. I could not save him, Yes I am guilty and Yes! I am a KILLER.

In the Loving Memory of
Arnav Mahajan
18th June 1993-2nd April 2012

 

 

 

Author: Onesha

She is the funny one! Has flair for drama, loves to write when happy! You might hate her first story, but maybe you’ll like the next. She is the master of words, but believes actions speak louder than words. 1sha Rastogi, founder of 1shablog.com.

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