I miss you. There. I said it.It’s been days since I blocked you, and this is the first time I’ve let myself admit it without immediately trying to bury it under anger or logic or distraction. I’ve mostly been running from you, from what happened, from how much I let myself feel. Because I was…
There has never been a hug like that.A complete hug it was. From the tip of our toesto our shoulders,Every inch of him washugging every inch of me. He was pressed against me wholly,In fact, being tall was dropping him on me a little.I was pressed against him wholly.And I was dropping myself on him…
So much has happened that I can’t quite trace where it began—how an ordinary day, one where I simply looked up from my laptop to steal a glance at you, became something that now lingers in every quiet moment of my life. At first, it was harmless. Just glances. You, across the room, unaware—or maybe…
The warm music inside is making the evening lovelier and as the sun is about to set the captivating hues and tints of rainbow colors are spread across the sky, people are coming in and going, chit-chatter grows and we leave the cafe to take a stroll in the garden, I see the shimmering lights and the light colored atmosphere blue sky, I see people so happy around me, I walk with Rohan, and it seems like our talks are neverending, our laughter, giggles and delightful evening, I wish it to never end, and I want to do so much, but at that instant that was enough.
If someone asked me what would be one thing that I would do If I could go back in time, I would always go back to you and live all those years again with you
A love letter after a very long time. Celebrating the month I found you.
A month before your special day, there is something I need to say.
