There has never been a hug like that.A complete hug it was. From the tip of our toesto our shoulders,Every inch of him washugging every inch of me. He was pressed against me wholly,In fact, being tall was dropping him on me a little.I was pressed against him wholly.And I was dropping myself on him…
So much has happened that I can’t quite trace where it began—how an ordinary day, one where I simply looked up from my laptop to steal a glance at you, became something that now lingers in every quiet moment of my life. At first, it was harmless. Just glances. You, across the room, unaware—or maybe…
It started quietly. Almost too quietly for something that would go on to rearrange so much inside me. You had messaged me about something ordinary work, I think. And yet, I remember the way it felt. Four years of working from home had thinned out my world in ways I hadn’t fully acknowledged. Conversations had…
Can we fall in love again, I think about last night when I moved my hand over my lips, imagining being kissed by you. My fingers glide down my neck, over my collarbones, and to my breasts. I wonder how it would feel to have your hands hold me, to feel your lips on mine, on my ears, neck, and breasts, to have you breathing on me, kissing me, and pull me closer.
I look towards the bed lit up early morning sunshine, and my 1.5-year-old kid is laughing heartily, eyes are closed, and newly popped up little from teeth showing. I wonder what he sees in dreams, his facial expressions so real, and just as I pull out the camera to capture this moment, his laugh fades.
The warm music inside is making the evening lovelier and as the sun is about to set the captivating hues and tints of rainbow colors are spread across the sky, people are coming in and going, chit-chatter grows and we leave the cafe to take a stroll in the garden, I see the shimmering lights and the light colored atmosphere blue sky, I see people so happy around me, I walk with Rohan, and it seems like our talks are neverending, our laughter, giggles and delightful evening, I wish it to never end, and I want to do so much, but at that instant that was enough.
If someone asked me what would be one thing that I would do If I could go back in time, I would always go back to you and live all those years again with you
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Why won’t I have a second child?
A love letter after a very long time. Celebrating the month I found you.